Kecewa? Mungkin. Tapi dibalik rasa kecewa, ada banyak makna yang bisa saya ambil. Saya telah jatuh cinta pada orang yang salah.
Sakit hati? Boleh jadi. Tapi dibelakang rasa sakit nya, ada banyak pelajaran yang bisa saya ambil. Saya telah memperjuangkan cinta yang salah.
Marah? Sepertinya begitu. Tapi didalam amarah, saya menemukan titik terang. Saya telah mempercayai hati yang salah.
Benci? Sepatutnya seperti itu. Tapi ditengah kebencian, ada satu kepastian. Saya dibodohi oleh rasa.
Yup, i was the foolest man in the world for almost 5 years and i didn't even know it 'till 3 days ago, i was loving someone who didn't even care. Yeah, it sucks, but life must go on. Ma life is not just about you.
I have a big family, some loyal good friends that care to me, i won't make them disapointed. I will make them proud of me for being a strong person.
By the way, thanks for all of these pains, the pains that will be coloring my life, the pains that i will remember, the pains that wake me up from my stupidity, I have learnt many things from it, that love is blind, so that i can't see which one is right or wrong. I believe all of your words, your promises. But now, i can see it. I can know that some of them were lie. I have made some big mistakes for believing all of your words, and i won't do that again for the third times
Maybe, you will be smiling when you read this post, feeling great for breaking me down in two different times, laughing my stupidity. It doesn't matter. But i won't let you laugh at me again. Cukup!
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